if ever there was a time. a poem.

never seen anything like it in all my life
the man in the ball cap said
coffee steam rising
floating over Main Street
even as flood waters receded
still

*

the only way I could get out of town was the old highway
his buddy said
then gulped down a scorching swig of his own bean juice

*

hard to find those old highways
these days
we’ve strayed so far from the grace of
worn tried and true paths

*

if ever there was a time for groaning
it is
now
for a way out of town
a way to dodge
the bullets

*

the crescendoing groan for Eden
for weeping in the streets to be of joy and
not lament

*

if ever there was a time to groan
it is now
for no other sound captures the rending of hearts except that
perhaps of a mourning dove
unassuming prophet
perched on a rooftop in the early hours

*

even the rocks
carved with names
(((too soon)))
etched
cry out

*

mercy
mercy
mercy

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“Though he slay me, yet will I hope in him . . . “
Job 13:15 NIV

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i’ve got a fever (a poem)

and i don’t need more cowbell

although i’m tempted to stand on the rooftops and ring something

anything to let out the clanging within my heart

post-mission-trip

re-entry syndrome

i suppose that’s what folks call the wringing of hands

within my soul

pining for friends and truth

faith stripped clean

a half-a-world away

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frightened by my own homeland

darkened by curtains blinding western eyes

wary of the upside down ache of my heart

yearning

yes

coveting

the riches of the ones

most folks think are the poor in spirit

a half-a-world away

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angered until i realize

moneychangers

need ministers

too

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white out

lost in the heavy fall

of frozen water living

only

when the warmth of wisdom bestowed

by the crown prince melts the white out

and hope flows gently like

spring rains

*

into the arms of the thirsty

the arms of faraway lands

stricken of hope and holiday

downtrodden without homes and homelands

murdered for generations

*

meek and lowly I offer no more than

my empty words

dumb fruit of a fallen heart

*

ill-equipped I go

singing “here am I”

with joints weak and hot

lame from running, broken, toward hope

*

the lost I do not

can not

lead

for I have no map no path no means

unable

unlikely

even untrustworthy

but still

found

willing

for the lost to lead

me

*

His justice and mercy

a shelter reaching

wild and safe

*

and we

even me

hunkered against

emboldened by

the down of His

wings

*

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